The Blues

Not sure what's wrong with me. Feeling a tad down. I'm probably homesick being away from India now. I really miss having a family around. Even when you have so many friends and a boyfriend how is it that you still feel lonely?

Wish the world wasn't so big and that I can have it all in one setting. Because it really sucks like this.

Another day

Went downtown yesterday afternoon to Edwin's place. Adrian, Mark and Ross were already there. Went down to volunteer at the LGBT Film Festival at ROM. I was so tired and probably passed out for half an hour while watching the movie lol. Still jet lagged. We got our free movie passes which we'll use Friday on Mike's birthday gathering.

Didn't do laundry yesterday so I'm doing that now and my late spring cleaning.

I really miss India and a bit homesick. But it's also good to be back home here and I missed everyone.

Going back to cleaning...update later.

Feeling really down for some reason. Really need some cheering up :(

Yeah

Managed to get some sleep last night. Hopefully I won't be passing out early afternoon today but I think I got my sleeping patterns in order!

Got some chicken biryani on the stove and I'll make some brownies too. Maybe do a load of laundry. So many clothes to wash! I'm then off to the LGBT International Film Festival with the boys to volunteer.

Yeah a pretty productive day so far!

xoxo

Back!

Got up at around 8 am today, not bad considering I'm still a bit jet lagged from India. Had chai (Indian tea) and going to fix this pile of mess on my head soon. My hair has gone to frizzland.

So I think I'm okay to go downtown again. Being at the airport was a culture shock enough and I guess I'll have to get over it sooner or later. Funny how where you live can give you culture shock :P

Will write about India later. What an experience to live there again. Just stayed home most of the time. Miss my family already.

Much love.

Last days

I have sooo much stuff to do and only 3 days left!!! AHHH!

Amazing how much you have to get done before you go away for two months!

I have a headache and I have no idea where Ziad is...

India

I'm finally going home.

My grandma's passing was such a turning chapter in my life. I've grown tremendously both spiritually and emotionally. I've realized that I have been blessed with some amazing people in my life. Unfortunately I also learned that that there are people out there who won't put the same level of loyalty & respect as you do. I guess I'm glad I realized because it makes me appreciate those who do, life's too short.

I'm really looking forward to coming back from India and getting back on track again. I'm very happy with my life right now I can't complain.

Gotta get ready, he's coming and we're going to get some real arabic food! LET'S GO!

Never drinking pop again :(

I never drink pop, like ever. Maybe 2-3 times a year. Today I was craving it and Ziad being the greatest boyfriend that he is, bought me some on his way home from work. Now it's 5:41AM and I still can't sleep!

I am so screwed. How do normal people do it? I mean, drink pop late and still get some sleep? It's beyond me o_O

I'm never drinking that crap again. Ewugh. Bad for you, all sugar, and water and chemicals. I don't know how some people drink this on a regular weekly basis.

I'm going to go back to bed and try to sleep again.

xoxo

What can I say?

Okay so I decided to start blogging again. Just getting back into the groove and I think I'm going to leave this blog as my personal one for rants and have the other one for makeup & stuff. Maybe clothes? I don't know, but whatever.

I'm going to go clean now.

Wow, like you really needed to know that? See? I am so freaking exciting. Sofa King cool.

xoxo