Quick Random Update!

I have been kinda slacking off on my apartment reno. The only thing I have left to buy is a closet/dresser which actually is the biggest thing I need. I still have time left though in April!

Two friends are going to Disney for a vacation, I really want to go but would want to go with my boyfriend as it's something I'd want to do with him.

I will be soon enough a volunteer for the Toronto Cat Rescue. Not sure what position I want to do but it's a great organization that saves cats & kittens. Really excited about that.

Nothing else too exciting...this blog is so boring!


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I'm so happy the weather is really starting to be nice. I wasn't here last year this time - it's been exactly one year since I left for India. It feels like it was just yesterday. My family situation has not changed and it never will. I got over it.

We are getting another kitten on Saturday. Yes I will have two cats I am so excited!! My apartment is starting to really feel like a home with my renovations. I am very happy about that.

Life is great, I cant complain. My blog must be so boring though! Till next time,

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La tee Dahhhlings! Well today was MCC's anniversary.

I don't think words can describe how much she's really inspired me - spiritually and helping get through moments of total bleakosity & festive moments.

First of all there's two different fan bases. The ones who like her, and the other ones who Mariah considers her real fans.

The real hardcores only get to see Mariah for who she really is. We understand her differently than those who 'like' her. We get the inside jokes, Mariahisms, everything. We always say she has a way of bringing people together - she truly has bought a lot of us together. Many friends in my life that I've met because of her. Many all around the world who have all become like a family because we've known each other for many years. There's other artists' hardcores but they say Mariah always had a very strong fanbase and I believe it to be true. Mariah is far from perfect, but that is what makes her perfect to us. We love her unconditionally.

Oh yeah and the drama. LOL but of course!

So, to my lambs this is our day to celebrate the Queen who makes it happen, Happy Anniversary. This was her moment, and it was our little moment as well. I can't wait to see some of you again this summer. You all know who you are.

Happy Anniversary MCC!

Could it be true that the pattern of our romantic relationships can reflect on our friendships in our life? I've met many people who have friends but no 'real' friends. I'm talking about friends you can really talk to about everything, friends you've had for more than a year, friends you know you can trust your life with. And yes like everyone you have your problems but you resolve them.

Seems though those who do not have it are the same people with dysfunctional romantic relationships (or lack of) etc. I don't know I might be wrong but I think it's pretty common sense. If not then why is it that some people just simply have no real friends? Trust isssues? Negativity? Low self esteem? Personal issues?

Healthy, happy content romantic relationships happen to people who are healthy, happy & content. And healthy I mean mentally.

I got my kitchen shelf. My place is going to be really nice when I'm finished. Very happy.

Waiting for Z to come home with food & maybe we'll watch a movie.

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My dining table is here! This is progress! Very happy! Maybe I`ll get a nice little festive artwork to hang near the wall. I should work with a theme and stick with it.

I'm kinda sleepy still so maybe I'll get me a little more sleep!

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The apartment reno is going well. I found a dining table set and within my budget - well Ziad is helping. I will be going tomorrow possibly to look at a dresser and I'm done with buying furniture. Then it's minor fix ups by the building people, sorting things - which I really dread doing since I have so much crap. Trip to IKEA with nick nacks and I'm done.

Went to Dwayne Morgan's show last night with Zoi & Jody at the Toronto Centre Performing Arts. He had the ladies (even men) all squirming in their seats as he recited some of his really sensual work. I have to get his book, Cunnilinguistics - the sensual musings of Dwayne Morgan. It was a great night out with great friends.

I better get back to sorting things out. Till next time!

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I figured that I need to start blogging again.

My apartment? I hate it at the moment. I don't like the people who live here...from crackheads to this bitch who goes outside and screams 'DANNY' every morning. I just never thought it would be to the point that I hate where I live to hating my own apartment and never really having the desire to make it into a home. Until recently. Why not make the most out of a negative situation?

I have to be honest. It'll be very hard to move considering how cheap my rent is, it's crazy. I love the beaches esp in the summer. When I was working I managed to save quite a bit and traveled for three months. I will & can do it again. Save for a down payment and I will make it happen. I need to really take advantage of my situation. It's pretty obvious the PROS outweight the CONS. Time to invest into this place that will probably really benefit me in the end.

Maybe I'm just craving a fresh start. Whatever it is - I feel great. Yeah I am not working but I know like I know I'm trying SO hard but things could be worse. If it was not for this apartment - I would have been really screwed. I'm so greatful for that. It saved me.

So I have until end of April to throw out stuff, donate, or sell.

Going to see a dining table set that I might possibly buy and bring home tomorrow. Already scored a cute corner shelf for the kitchen for $20. Let's see if I can score tomorrow for $60.

Then a dresser, some nick nacks at IKEA and I'm done.

xoxo